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Thursday, June 5th, 2008
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4:33 pm - A So called friend
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She called me her friend non the less like her sister and look at what she did? BLOCKED ME ON HER RPG! Well guess what? I won't be joining her rpgs even if me and Jesse make up. I won't and really I should just block her. Though she is on my FM. She wants to help me how about her being there for me. But no she doesn't.
current mood:  annoyed
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008
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4:25 pm - It's over now.
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A life without love it hurts so much. Though no one needs to be yelled at about every little thing or to be afraid to tell your lover something. So, that's why it's over between me and my girlfriend. Maybe I will find someone new. Maybe just maybe I'm meant to be alone.
And I hate the fact I can't talk about this in my myspace blog. She keeps reading it and comments about it. So I need a place to just be away from her. I have to be stupid to keep her on my myspace, but I just can't do it. I guess I will just wait for her to do it. Then I will know it's over. And I'm not sure if I will be myself when I know it's over completely. Almost eight years of a relationship and now it's over.
I love her so much still and pray to God that we can work it out.
current mood: annoyed
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